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Robbie Lyons: I Am Not a Mad Man

Learn more: People Most Proximate: Our Creativity

Robbie Lyons was executed at Raleigh’s Central Prison on Dec. 5, 2003. He was 31 years old. Alfred Rivera, who was Robbie’s friend on death row, described him as “a big joyful kid at heart who loved to play around.”

I’m not a mad man
Nor am I a bad man.
I’m just a man that didn’t live a life like yours.
I’ve always wished to be a glad man
But I’ve often been a sad man
Just like now, as I stand in the court of law.

There’s a quote I’ve always kept in my head
Which was something a wise man once said
Which is, “A wise man learns from his mistakes.”
I’ve learned and realized
And I’ve opened my eyes

And acknowledged that my mistake was great.
By this mistake I often regret
And many times my eyes become wet
And to God I have often prayed
To take away my sins
And to make me whole again
Because only God knows how much I am afraid.

No, I’m not a mad man
Nor am I a bad man.
I’m just a man that didn’t live a life like yours.
I just wanted to be a glad man
Not a lonely or sad man.
I’m just a man, earnestly seeking to live life once more.

Filed Under: Creative Expressions, People Most Proximate

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Join us for our last Death Penalty 101 session of Join us for our last Death Penalty 101 session of the year to get the 4-1-1 on capital punishment in NC. You'll also learn about NCCADP's work and ways you can get involved in the abolition movement!

When: Monday, December 15 at 7 PM
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43 North Carolinians have been executed in the mod 43 North Carolinians have been executed in the modern death penalty era, and today, 122 more lives are at risk. A new law that came into effect just yesterday is trying to restart state killing.

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